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Wednesday, January 10th, 2001
9:41 pm - rawr.
i haven't updated this for a while.. therefore, allow me to catch you up.

hmm.. christmas: it was decent. i got what i asked for - car stereo.. cub scout uniform.. paint. ya know, the essentials. i just don't like visiting family. i don't think they enjoi my presence all too much.

new years eve: i spent the night with steph, bonnie, and cara. it wasn't fun. i wanted to be with elyse.. but i kouldn't. i spent the night being the only sober one in a house of drunken fools heh.. but it was good since i get to remind them of all the idiotic things that they did and get to embarass them.

earlier this month: this is where the fun began. family found out i was a lil dyke.. and let's say taht they weren't too appreciative of that fact. heh ...rawr. oh well.. one day i'll get out of this town... and i won't hafta deal with the poo they're giving me now.

umm.. i'm tired. i'ma go now. i'll return later.

current mood: apathetic
current music: burgy bullet - the moves
Tuesday, December 12th, 2000
5:58 pm - it's hot, but you make me shiver.
bam. today was a jus a tad bit hectic. i hada go to moore for a college interview then back to skool by 130 or else mama cip was gonna give me a 0 for a test grade. how sweet. but here we are.. lalala.. looking for a parking space at the train station.. takes me a half hour til i finally find a space. and it was an illegal parking space too. but i took the risk... now.. lalala i'm on the train. *skkkrrrreeeecccchhhh* up. train stalled. 10minute stall. up. started again. lalalala... *skkkkrrrrreeeeccccchhhh* up. train stalled again. 15minute train stall. ohk. off the train. lalalala *walking to moore- about 5 blocks from train* hey look at that. my portfolio is looking like a kite. the wind was so strong my folder never touched the ground. and i was accidently hitting people with it kause it got a bit outa control at times heh.. weee.. but finally. the stairs of moore. hey, look, i look real pritty. snot running down my face. mmm mm. but i saved by a lil old man security gaurd with tissues. yayyyy.

the rest goes in a summary of - nicole was accepted on the spot to moore. woohoo! oh happy day. --and i still hada an hour til i hada be in skool -wooo!

current mood: accomplished
current music: go fish - cub
Friday, December 1st, 2000
4:08 pm - canaduh is a very neat word.
hmmm.. i wonder what today is. national aids day. yes. but kould it be sumbody's birthday? jusss maybe. yes. wooo. nicole's legal today. i feel so.. so.. over the hill *breaks down* heh yeah or not... bam. i'm going to chuck e cheese tonite to have mah birthday party. how kool am i? oh yes, very.

i hada my university of the arts interview yesterday. right before i went, my art teacher was saying how "tight" my work was, and how i would have a hard time getting in with the crap i was submiting. well, shit on him. kause my interviewer said i'm going to have no problem getting in at all, and how impressed he was iwth my work. yeah, fuck you mr art teacher man.

lala. anything else? possibly later.

current mood: energetic
current music: "new york city" -cub
Wednesday, November 29th, 2000
7:14 am - baby its kold outside....lalala
bam. 5 minutes til i gotta go to skool. i am kold, baybee. anyway yah, 2 days til i turn the big 1-8. whoopity do, eh? then 1 dat til my college interview-- and im not even done my portfolio! achk. i will so die tomorrow. indeed.

current mood: cold
current music: the sound of my spoon hitting against mah tea cup
Monday, November 20th, 2000
6:28 pm - barfy.
i don't remember puking this much in my life. and i've never produced this much spit in my life either. it's unreal. i hate being sick. make it go away.

current mood: sick
current music: "shooting star" - the butchies
Friday, November 10th, 2000
10:44 pm - you stole my arms! you stole my arms! *runs away with snowman arms*
hmm.. i am feeling quite friendless with this journal.. i mean, i klick on friends.. and boom.. i have no friends. i think ima add sarah to it though.. make me feel speshul. hopefully she wont mind being my friend. heh.

btw, i miss miss sarahellenconboy.. she's a rad-fantastic grrl. i wish we had the chance to talk to each other *hangs head**puppy dawg face*

current mood: drained
current music: "Pony 4 Honey" - The Need
10:17 pm - rim me isabella, circle like a dog; you make me twitch.
hm.. rawr. and so we meet again. anywho, i'm bored. lately, i've never been stuck home on a friday nite.. but oh.. look at me.. i'm stuck home on a friday nite tonite. not that big of a deal though. elyse is in boston rite now visiting her sister at college.. so there went my social life for the weekend lol.. now i hafta go to art klass tomorrow all by my lonesome *lets all pity me* :oP... i love that grrl though. she's like the only thing making me happy at the moment.

annnnywho, i saw The Need last nite. wow. what a band... rachel kan be quite the intimadator on the drums. i bet her set was aching in pain after she was done playing.. and her eyes.. woo.. yes sir, she is an intimadator at her best. ..and their opening band, boys of now, were great.. i felt awful kause it was their last show --ever. and their drummer was in tears after they were done. *hangs head* i wanted to give her a great big hug heh..

bam. i should draw. my portfolio deadline keeps coming up faster and faster and i've been delaying my next 6 pieces more and more. im becoming too lazy for my own good. *gets a crackin' on number 7 or 12* heh...

current mood: lazy
current music: "Rim Me Isabella" - The Need
Wednesday, November 8th, 2000
11:41 am - ya'll gotta quit lyin' to yoself; shhiiiAt!
whooosh - today on Ricki - "You Turned My Kid Gay : It's you fault that they're Gay!" ...ha that's sumthing my mom would take me on. *shakes head* kan you imagine how embarassing that'd be to be the kids on that show, and have people argue about yer sexuality? geesh.

i need to shower.

current mood: sleepy
current music: ricki lake theme
Tuesday, November 7th, 2000
6:00 pm - baybee, hallejuah, you know i wanna do ya.
roar. im bored. i should be drawing rite now if i know what's good for me, but, no, the vibe of the internet has gotten ahold of me. i'm trapped in the world of internet addictions. besides, i'm not sure as to what to draw. i have 6 things just about done for my college portfolio and i need atleast another 6. i'm running out of ideas. and i want to show things i've done in the past few weeks since i've improved mucho in drawing since the last skool year. ah well yeah, i have 'til november 30th to get done. ew.

anywho, i'm officially "most unique" and "most artistic" in my class. woo hoo? i feel like a dork. now i hafta get my picture taken especially to show this "uniqueness" and "artisticness" ...

anything else? people piss me off. and not for any real reason. just for existing. well not all people, but many of them. ha i feel so sadistic now. how awful.

current mood: aggravated
current music: "baby, hallejuah" - Gene Defcon
Wednesday, November 1st, 2000
8:33 pm - ..not a young liz taylor big round butt. baybee got brains.
.. and so i meet the journal again. ba bam. just finished my lil negative space art project today. whoopity do. its nice. i like it actually which isn't too common. i have one week to finish my college portfolio. im feeling a weeee bit pressured since i need 10pieces atleast and i only like 4 things of mine.. oh well.. just gotta take it easy, no? otherwise everything will turn out like complete shit.

lala.. not too many people are online rite now. you know what? people are no good. well, for the exception of a few. but elyse was like almost deported to puerto rico to be with her dad kause her and her mom got in a fight! dood.. that is so NOT kool. deported as in out of the country as in far far away from me.. i felt my stomach literally drop to the floor when i heard that heh.. hopefully everything will work out with taht one. kause i would go on a rampage if someone took her away from me.

news flash: halloween candy is not lasting long here in the scarlett household.

current mood: content
current music: "untouchable face" - ani
Tuesday, October 31st, 2000
10:23 pm - watermelon warheads make me gag.
...and so today is halloween. figure if i start writing this thing any day, it'd be today. yepyep. so...... halloween. fun times? maybe.. i went trick or treating with jen today. *covers eyes* jen's costume was just a weeee bit revealing. if i was never corrupted before, im corrupted now. heh. the candy i got wasn't really to my liking, but hey, it was free so i can't complain. yet i almost died of massive asthma attacks so i shoulda gotta a lil bit of the candy i love, eh? damnit, i risked my life out there amongst the 8year olds fighting to get up to the doors of those houses. heh ..yeah. im tired and rambling.. i'm making no sense.....
annnywho, debating whether or not i kall elyse. she was supposed to be a bowling pin for her halloween... wish i saw that one. rawr. i think after i write this, i'l call her. hopefully i won't be waking her up. i hate kalling people.. oh oh *woosh* low self-confidence? just maybe...
hm.. last nite. ani concert. kan we say amazing? a m a z i n g. i loved her before, but now that love has jumped sky high. she is just oh so tiiiiny. i want to eat her all up. yep. i feel better now about my height since i found out she's no taller lol.. i'm not the only one with the height of a 5th grader damnit. lalala. ohk ima shuddup. i don't think anyone's gonna read this. so yeah.. *shuts up to herself* *skampers away*.

current mood: peaceful
current music: "willing to fight" - ani difranco


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